Whelp I spoke too soon and the worst possible candidate was the one to find his body.

She doesn't need those nightmares, dammit.

I'm still glad I got to meet him and know him and the rest of that amazing family.

Poppa I promise I'll do my best to take care of your granddaughter while she studies here.

With bacon fry-ups once a month in your memory.

~Peri

Not bad so far

So far this year no family members have gone missing or committed suicide so we're already up on 2015 and 2016 in my opinion.

So I listen to Sublime and remember Ange and promise the fading shade of her memory to be there as best I can for the nieces she will never meet. The one who is named for her and the one who is not.

Ranfurly was a hole but mate it just made the stars look so damn bright.

I'm daring to aim for those stars now and while I'm fucking terrified I just think about what you might say and I can't help but smile.

~Peri